just the right kind of fucked up
I have this feeling everybody just... disappeared recently and nobody had warned me. What's happening? Even my seemingly unchangeable Sherly is acting a little weird. All her slim little self wrapped in secrets and mystery.
I read too much. I've never thought I'd ever say it (although people always say it to me) but this time I know all those books can do me no good. I don't read proper things (like astronomy), that's the problem. That's because I'm tired. I'm tired, and I drink insane amounts of coffee, and my hands tremble because of that, and I have a feeling I'm missing something, that It's too late to do... something important, I don't know what. Or maybe I do.
If i could write, i would write about those wonderful books i read. I would find somebody who would listen to me and find my words interesting. And i would write about wonderfully strange people around me, every one of them a little mad in their own unique way.
But i can't. And i want to write, and this need to talk tears me up inside, and i can't. That's my problem.
I read too much. I've never thought I'd ever say it (although people always say it to me) but this time I know all those books can do me no good. I don't read proper things (like astronomy), that's the problem. That's because I'm tired. I'm tired, and I drink insane amounts of coffee, and my hands tremble because of that, and I have a feeling I'm missing something, that It's too late to do... something important, I don't know what. Or maybe I do.
If i could write, i would write about those wonderful books i read. I would find somebody who would listen to me and find my words interesting. And i would write about wonderfully strange people around me, every one of them a little mad in their own unique way.
But i can't. And i want to write, and this need to talk tears me up inside, and i can't. That's my problem.
а все из-за Чака. Новелла была мною догрызена как раз до момента ТОГО САМОГО МОМЕНТА КОГДА ВСЕ БОЛЬАНГСТСЛЕЗЫ 
of course Newt knew everything about Hermann 
ну вы же знаете, как оно на сходках бывает. "Мы собрались здесь сегодня, чтобы обсудить все-все-все, кроме того, по поводу чего мы, собственно, собрались" 
