bullshit you don't needIt only gets harder. I don't know what to do but i must do so many things and in a very short time and i'm just so tired... feels like i can't do anything anymore. And i'm impossibly lonely. So lonely that i almost made peace with the fact that i'll spend my life knowing: people i love always have someone they love more that me. Sounds pathetic but the thought really stopped being ridiculous for me. I'm only wasting time, there's never enough time, i'm always left behind and i can't stand it but it's not like it'll ever change. Just. I'm so tired.