.I always knew that it would happen one day - but it doesn't hurt any less. She finally told me i'm too clingy. That i need to watch myself. I'm so fucking stupid, cause i knew this is what it all ends with, but i still had a tiny bit of hope. Hurts so much when it shatters. i need to tell her the truth and be done with it, stop talking to her and seeing her and writing to her. but i don't want to lose a friend. but it hurts so much to be in love with your friend. i just want to sleep for a day and feel nothing and die. she's always in my head, and i want out of it.